For support I dont really have anyone. Most the people I know have gave up on me a while ago because of how I acted when I was depressed. I live with my family but its not like close Im 19 and out of high school but Im usually alone. My friends have mostly left also because I dont talk much anymore and Im never around , none of them know about my problems though.

As far as medical stuff I am going to see a doctor again soon. I realize there is a lot of underlying physical conditions that can cause this. I got tests done a couple months ago and I had tests done before that and they said nothing was wrong. I have actually believed it was physical for a while but It kept getting denied by the doctors. Still I wont give up on that because I do have some physical symptoms like Im tired all the time and feel sick all the time. Im going to really describe how I feel next time I go in and Ill probably get a full physical.