<font color="purple"> ((((((( HUGS ))))))) ~ ~ ~ ~ ((((((( HUGS ))))))) </font>

Please know that many people feel your pain for we have been there and while we loved the ones we took care of - we still had resentment grow with in us and it even reared its ugly head in us from time to time as to try and breathe....... for it is hard giving up your life for another.

I remember when my daughter died at the young tender age of ten - after being 100% handicap from birth - it felt like a bitter sweet sorrow inside me..... I hated those mix feelings.