Feeling very burned out these days. Like I literally have nothing left to give. Burned out at work. Burned out on being a single parent. Kind of depressed, but it doesn't feel like a bipolar thing. Worried the stress might throw me there. Been a little more snappy than is normal.
In a relationship now. Worried about how all this might effect things. I just don't have much to give. I care very much about this person, and I know I'm not showing it at the moment. Fighting hard the urge to break things off but only as a way to protect him from me. Funny how being bipolar makes you think that. Screwed up, isn't it?
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