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Old Dec 17, 2017, 05:27 PM
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I weigh 178 today. So much for gaining a pound. I need to gain weight, but I do not want my past eating habits to return. I am a little paranoid about that.
The candy and desserts last night spooked me. I did okay as far as my total goes, though the mix wasn't very nutritious. What spooked me is the binge urge was triggered by a couple of items. I resisted it, but it was a situation where it likely would have been noticed if several pieces of fudge and/or cupcakes disappeared, so it wasn't pure willpower. The leftovers of both items were taken home by kids who brought them. I am glad of that. But I wish I had not felt the urge so strong.
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