I think I'm doing better today. Not as much urgency in my thoughts. I think I’m finally going to shower. I don’t trust myself to shave so hopefully before Christmas I will. We’re going to DH’s sister’s house because his mom refuses to stay at our house. His sister is moving soon to where his mom lives. We won't see his mom again unless we go up to see her. She won't come down here anymore. It makes my husband feel very ******. I’m worried about him, and my son. My son’s friend “betrayed” him on a game and my son’s taking it really, really hard. I found out which friend he’s holding secrets for but I don’t know what she’s telling him.She’s being verbally abused by her mom I know that.