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Originally Posted by MobiusPsyche
I'm 45 and was first diagnosed at age 18. I'm "high functioning" but that's only because I decided at age 18 not to have relationships with men because they are too chaotic and emotionally gut wrenching for me. I was able to put my energies into my career instead.
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You were able to actually have a career and know what you wanted to do? That is one of the main signs. I could not figure out who I was and changed subjects in college 5 times and never finished. I also had a hard time going to college because of intense emotions. I used men to get my needs met. I married twice with lots of intense swings with men.
I am chill now after 2 years of EMDR and reparenting from a very dedicated therapist but, hey, I guess I will always struggle with certain aspects of the Borderline. I know at 50 I still want to be loved and cared for like a child because I never got that and still never have.
I was considered high functioning also.