Found out today i got approved for social security after 6 months of waiting. First time I applied. Didnt need an attorney. This is a huuuge sigh of relief. My depression is gone, at least for the last couple hours. I celebrated by taking my dog to get a bunch of rawhides at the pet store. I am happy that this has been resolved so i can breathe a little easier. From hospitilizations to lethargic anxiety and depression, its been hard to have a job. I also made a new appointment with a counselor early today and last week started new better eating habits. So yes the world is a crapshoot and noko wants to nuke us but at least i dont have to worry about food or rent.