I'm so sorry--it must be really discouraging. I can imagine you feel pretty demoralized. However, check your assumption of "I thought I had it beat." To my knowledge, no one gets over OCD; it's just controlled, in remission so to speak. It does make sense to me that you would get hit with this during a time of stress--all my symptoms get worse when I'm stressed. Talk with your T and psychiatrist. You've dealt with the worst before, you can do it again.