Yes I know I have five 100% honest. The last time I spoke to a professional was about a year ago and before that was back in 2012. When I find someone else, I will be 100% open and not keep other things bothering me to myself.

It’s not that I’m necessarily wanting there to be something else, but a lot of what I read just feels very familiar to me. I feel like it would also give me some answers as to why I feel the way I feel. Thanks for everybody’s responses. <3