Is a load of horse shiit. It Just stays the same or gets worse.
Or maybe gets better just long enough to trick you into letting your guard down and then it all turns to shiit all over again.
I think I am just tired of fighting. And of not having anybody on my side to make the load a bit lighter. I'm upset over dumb life stuff but it's more than I can handle at the moment. I just want to light a match to my whole life and watch everything burn.