(((((((( freewill )))))))

I can surely identify with you regarding two therapists talking about you. I am numb today with shock and feel sick
because my therapist who reports to my psychiatrist laid into me yesterday about how she feels "attacked" by me.

I am sure it stems in part from the discussions my pdoc has with her about me. However I cannot let it destroy me. Right now though I know how you feel and my heart is very heavy.

My dear husband was kind enough to help me see that I am not a terrible person as I felt when she was lecturing me yesterday. I so wish I had a pdoc & therapist who did not work for that pdoc.

I am thinking quitting therapy altogether. Too much hurt.
I hate it too. I don't even sign a release because one works for the other.