Erik,

We are all here for you. Are you in school? You could start by talking to your school counselor?? They can help point you in some kind of direction!

I totally understand that once you are down and feeling low it is very hard to get composed and back on top of your life. Please try to talk to someone that you trust and get their advise! If they could be a Dr of some sort would even be better! ( I know you dont want do hear that)

Sometimes trying to work things out on our own is not the answer! Often we need others to help us .. just a little!

We are always here for you!!!

Kathy