I am so upset. I am becoming very depressed. My hand are shaking like I have Parkinson’s. All he had to do is ask me to pay for the meal. I probably would of done this. I have treated him and his mother very well in the past. I always thanked his mother allot over and over again. I would purchase pizza for them to show my appreciation. I still try to do this.

I am sorry for writing a long post. I feel very upset. I do not want to fall into deep depression. Please understand why I am asking for help from all of you. I am very confused now. I knew he can become mentally unstable. We all have problems here with MI. However, he can be very abusive. His mother had to call the police on him once to have them help her out with her son. He was behaving erratically and abusively. I do wish good things for him and his mother. His mother has a heart of gold. I told her that more than once. I normally am a very generous person. I feel like shyt right now.