I had this feeling in the past too. I thought the world has been against me. One problem after another came to me. They all ended up being very serious. This seems so unfair. All of this has taken place over the past few months for me. So I can understand your frustration. I do wish you well for I do believe all of your current problems will come to pass. Hang in there! I know this is hard to do right now. I know you can do it.