(((((((((((Lyn))))))))))) First of all ... congratulations on no SI for over a month! That's fantastic and you should be <u>very</u> proud of YOU ... I know I am! Keep up the GREAT work!

I'm not a doctor or even a medical professional, but I've taken a lot of different drugs in my 60 years. One thing I've learned is this ... there's <u>always</u> an alternative to a drug that gives you a bad reaction! Wellbutrin is relatively new and there were many antidepressants before it ... like Valium, for instance.

Wellbutrin also contains serotonin and serotonin is not tolerated by many of us. (Gave me the shakes so bad that I had to hold my coffee cup in 2 hands!) SO ... I think you should discuss alternative meds with both your T and your doctor. SURELY, there's something that will help and not make you feel worse!

I looked for alternatives to Wellbutrin and came across this:

Clarocet® ERT is the first Natural Reuptake Inhibitor formulated as an Extended Release Tablet, so it's easy to remember when to take it—just once a day.

A clinical strength blend of plant-derived medicines, essential vitamins, trace minerals, and amino acids work together to exhibit a broad-spectrum of action that promotes a positive mood balance during periods of heightened emotional stress.

I'm sure, with a little Googling, you could find many more things that might work for you! My daughter just started to take Alpha Lipoic Acid (ALA) which is an inexpensive antioxident with a lot of amazing effects on anxiety and depression. If you'd like some links, please PM me! It seems to be working very well for her sense of "well-being" ... and, because it's a universal antioxydent, it's great for you anyway!

Hope this helps and you find the meds or supplements that work best FOR YOU. Don't give up trying, Lyn ... and, for God's sake, <u>don't</u> feel like a failure if you need help with your depression or anxiety! As my son once told me ... "That's why God made pills, Mama!" Also remember ... YOU are ultimately in charge of YOUR CARE.

GoodMama