oh Perna, I think you may ave sumthing there!! I was just sititng try to get to a place where I can feel let down once in a while and also know she catches me too, but still I am getting the nagging feeling more and more lately that maybe i need to fly the nest and leave therapy. Im sure T has a lot more to offer me from the luxury of her chair, but moi? there comes a time when the pain needs to end..there comes a time when one has to just get on with life and perhaps T doesn't have a perfect time when to end, one is better just ending it suddenly.