Just wanted to update this thread with news of my 90-day clean birthday .

Im so excited as this was a huge benchmark for me. I remember thinking if I was able to quit I would get to 100 days by the end of the year and Im gonnnna make it!

Life is so different for me now.

I have tons of hope, my entire thinking and decision making process is different.

This has lead for me to stay out of trouble, reduce my debt a little, entirely change my diet and exercise patterns, make better relationships, formulate both short and long term plans, and even clean my apartment way more (this is a miracle).

The best part is Ive made amazing friends in my city when for two years I had none. People working on being clean are so great to be friends with as u dont have to tip-toe around things and everyone is so honest.

Next month I start a leadership position in my 12 step program and cant wait to be more active.

If u are looking to take an addiction seriously please think of going to a program as they work! If it can work for me, it can work for anyone as I was on deaths door and for the price of a few hours a week I get an incredible value.

A lot of work to do, but for now I have found a peace that has eluded me for so long.

Also have not been depressed or bored anymore, and that is one true gift.