Yea, I feel like I'm in a tough situation. Regardless I did put myself in this situation. I wish I could have seen further ahead. We all make decisions based on the info in front of us. I just didn't make the right one or I would have been better prepared for this. I got for another lung function test in a few weeks then the doctor after that. I'll see what my emphysema status is like. Then I'll get back into mental health clinic to try to pick up where I left off. Nothing here is going to be a quick fix I guess.