I really wish I didn't have to depend on it
I wonder if it is just that the psychosis and racing thoughts are so strong, that literally something extremely sedating is needed to prevent me from ending up in the hospital. Literally, nothing else is strong enough that I've ever been on. I am on other meds in combo with it, by the way, and they are all pretty sedating...so I don't get why without Seroquel specifically, that's enough to completely de-stabilize me to a dangerous level.