I want to tell of a particular experience of mine. This ended up getting me in trouble with the law, despite me not knowing actually what happened. I was sitting down in my chair at home. I got the thought of going to a grocery store several miles away. I blanked out. When I became aware again, I found myself in the parking lot of that same grocery store. I then blanked out again to find myself back home. Keep in mind I was not taking anything but my prescribed meds at prescribed dosages. Nothing else. Police knocked at my door, gave me a sobriety test, and then arrested me. I was not able to understand some of the specifics that he was asking of me, but I understood what he probably wanted me to do. I blanked out again and then found myself in a chair at the police station with one of the officers about to take my blood. I understood what they were saying to each other and my thought that it would be best to take blood from my right arm. Instead they used the veins on the back of my right hand.I remember thinking of how painless it was. I then blanked out again to find myself back home alone.

I asked my neighbor how I got home. Apparently the police called her up to take me home. Along the way home, we stopped at a gas station for hotdogs. I did not and still am not able to remember any of this. I asked my neighbor about how I behaved. I wanted to know if I was slurring my speach or staggering in my walk. She said that I did not do these things. She said I just looked a little distracted, but otherwise normal. The blood test did not reveal anything that could of caused any of this. Only lorazepam was found that was at the lower part of its therapeutic range. I use this every night to help me sleep.

So what happened here? Can this be something like a very bad case of rerealization? Maybe something is really wrong with me? Maybe something is physically wrong with my brain? I am not sure I want to find out, but I must. This did really scare the hell out of me. I was trerrified for weeks. Lost 45 pounds in about a month. I ended up down 60 pounds. This was not due to any attempt to diet. This just happened.