I had a weird experience once. My health class instructor took out a gun and fired a blank. I don’t know if it was a starting gun for racing.
Anyway, I didn’t react. Everyone else jumped, and a lot of us were upset. But I felt nothing at all. We were then to write about the experience. I was honest. The health instructor came up to me, tossed my paper at me, and in a very snotty tone said he didn’t believe me.
I’ve also had a coworker tell me I had been yelled at by a very nasty person not long after it happened, and I couldn’t remember it until he repeated it several times, not believing I could possibly not remember it.
My therapist says it’s complex PTSD in my case.
She says my time tracking problem is from cortisol due to anxiety.
I don’t know what is causing your symptoms, but explore it with your pdoc/t.
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