[QUOTE=tsrc78;5918668]I really don't remember what my emotional state was last week, but it got bad enough that my husband felt the need to take me to the ER. I was a mess by then. I couldn't take the constant mood swings everyday, it was wearing me down, and I wanted to just go away. And I did go away...to the same short term IP hospital I'd been to twice before, that I hated, that I swore I would never go back to, but that was the only option at the time. I was admitted late Friday night

...I have to pray I hold it together until my Duke appointment on December 18.

Wondering how your 12/18 appointment went!!!