good luck with your appointment today!!

oh getting checked for endo..been there and done that...it was not too bad, if they do invasive it is slight, 1/2 inch cut in belly button. sometimes they try doing a sonogram. i have slight endo and before my periods, i HURT and usually curl up with heat pad and take 1600mg of ibuprofin. i am getting run around for pain meds now. I hate having to practically beg for codiene wen it doesnt work..i have asked for soemthing else but the doc's are letting me stay in pain and now I am barely functioning. I mean i have stopped moving for most part...i suck, my body sucks, my brain sucks, and i am a failure...oh well, thats me...i have an appt today too but with a p-doc for intake. i don't wanna go, i know i am a depressive person, but my hubby thinks this is most important. i dunno why i should be in happy mood if pain is going to sour it...oh well i am ranting, sorry. ~ melanie