I keep obsessing about what my t thinks and alternate between thinking that they are completely immune to anything I say to thinking they are annoyed or to not having a clue about whats going on.
I tend to think of them as a super patient and compassionate 'robot' who can take absolutely everything to thinking they are anothor human being imperfect just like their patients. Of course we all put our 'work/proffesional face' at work and they have been trained to be compasionate, to respond and guide but what does the human being in my T think.