I responded to the similar thing in the "autopilot" thread. I have the sensation of suddenly waking up and becoming aware even though I am going about the business of my life. It takes me a few seconds to get my bearings and I usually can remember what happened earlier, but not always. I was referred to a neurologist for this (pdoc/t don't think it is part of bipolar) and I saw him the other day. He poked, prodded, asked questions and referred me to a neuropsychiatrist for a battery of tests. I haven't made that appointment yet (they are supposed to call me).
I also have the surreal view that Laurie mentions, but not a glass wall. That's full time. The "autopilot" events are just that - events. They may happen more than once a day or I might go a few days without one, but they are fairly frequent.
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|bipolar II, substance use disorder, ADD
|lamictal, straterra
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