Hi Vibrating Obsidian. I have the same search as you, as how do I bond with people. I get that people are made to be social. I just keep trying because I want to be as healthy as possible. I take risks to try different hobbies and to go to different groups, I have found some really kind people for instance at cuddle parties. I also keep looking for education, I just started looking at my tone and body language even when my mind feels perfectly logical. What works for me the best is to accept that I am okay with my own company, but I am made to love people if they will let me.