Hey. Yeah, most of my clinician's have been much smaller than me. We get a lot of immigrant doctors from asian / eastern places, and they tend to be smaller than me...

Yeah, the problems in your marriage wouldn't have helped at all. I'm sure you know rationally that it wasn't about you at all, but bloody hard emotionally. For anyone. And when someone has a few issues about being disgusting / repulsive (as I do) then that would make it so much harder...

Yeah. One of the reasons why I don't 'play dress-ups' for cocktail parties and the like is that I'm afraid that people will laugh at me. That I'll just look wrong somehow. I'm not sure what it is... I guess... I could find stuff that would be appropriate and that I'd actually like - it is just that I'm broke.

It is nice for me that you understand... But I'm sorry that you do :-(