((((((LL))))))) Wow! It sounds like a really nice ending to a stressfulish / rollercoaster of a day. I'm sorry you had that panic attack. That must have been really stressful. You should be proud of yourself, at the same time, for managing it, going back in, texting your dad, etc. I really enjoyed reading about your day and how you celebrated your b-day w/ your family. I'll be here tomorrow with the balloons.