Ugh crashing hard over here....was so out of it at work today. Second day in a row. Don't know if it's the depression and anxiety or my meds all of a sudden making me spaced out. I'm so frustrated and discouraged.

Going away to a cabin with my significant other tomorrow. Should be a relaxing time though my son is coming along. Might have to clue him in on the reason I'm so withdrawn. I think he thinks I'm somehow upset with him or something. That makes me feel so lousy on top of feeling lousy. Just don't want to spill the beans and have him wanting to talk extensively about it. Relationships are so hard when the sky is falling down around you.