I went on my first interview. This was with a head hunting outfit that will work to find me jobs. I am hoping to get back into computers. I am very nervous. My mind is not as quick as it used to be. I get confused easily. Hopefully that will change when I go back more to a life that works for me with a good job. It looks like I have good people helping me. I am very fortunate about this. Maybe they can pay for classes that I would need to take to help me re-enter the job market.

A next door neighbor has emotional problems. I have spent allot of money on him so we could do things together. I do like making a difference in some people’s life. He once again stiffed be on the restaurant bill. This time he had planned it out. He is the type of person that if he wants something, he rationalizes to himself that it is owed to him, so he will end up taking it himself. He then manipulates the situation to get what he wants. This time he told me that he will pay it back. When I took him home, he told me that he did not have the money, which is not true. I went back to my place across the street. I them found him banging on my door, ringing the door bell like a wild man. I opened the door and he push himself into my face saying basically I owe it to him since his mother has helped me in the past. He screamed at me trying to physically intimidate me. Then he went away. This left me upset and scared. A terrible experience for me.