I apologize in advance if this seems somewhat incoherent, my thoughts are rather scattered at the moment.
Okay, so last week I was hospitalized after entering a pretty nasty mixed state, and I just got out today. My meds were tweaked and all that. Anyway, out of the hospital now and I saw my therapist only to have her say I'm still worryingly hypomanic. I'm very emotionally labile right now, sometimes crying for no reason or laughing at nothing. I still feel as though I'm out of control. I've been saying things I should keep to myself and I feel bad about that. I saw my pdoc earlier today and he gave me the option of trying injectable meds to which I said maybe.
I'm sorry, I don't know where I'm going with this. I guess what I'm trying to ask is if it's normal to still be hypomanic after leaving the hospital? I'm really not enjoying this right now. I can't stop my thoughts. I'm talking too much.
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Dx: Bipolar I w/ mixed features, BPD, ADHD, Anxiety, Gender dysphoria, ASD
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