if you google 'poor judgement' and bipolar you get article after article attesting to a connection. That doesn't mean that such a connection exists. All those people who wrote all those articles might not have anything of relevance to say. It could all be nonsense, but for myself i see a connection but it is very hard to say something as fundamental as poor judgement and impulsivity is not a personality fault when one has paid hefty prices and the decision making did not seem to improve.

Well I am obviously hoping i have hit rock bottom now... and the only way is up.