hey thx for your replies
So I missed my pdoc appointment. I really only show up to get the klonopin for anxiety and pretend I'm taking the antipsychotic. I have another one scheduled finally but I'm late by almost a month so right now I have nothing to take.
Severe mixed or depressed or manic and /or suicidal I didn't do much but let it get to the point I ended up hospitalized. I don't want to do that . I don't ever plan on going back . I don't even know really but I guess it felt better writing it here because I cant talk to ppl in real life without a freakout occurring.
Thxx for listening
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I used to rule the world
Seas would rise when I gave the word
Now in the morning, I sleep alone
Sweep the streets I used to own
I used to roll the dice
Feel the fear in my enemy's eyes
Listen as the crowd would sing
Now the old king is dead! Long live the king!
One minute I held the key
Next the walls were closed on me
And I discovered that my castles stand
Upon pillars of salt and pillars of sand
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