Sorry you're dealing with the BS from your neighbor. Doesn't seem you need complications like that in your life, Tuscon.

I'm feeling very poorly today. The depression is eating me up from the inside. If there's a glimmer of hope having BP, it's a vague knowledgement that things will turn eventually. I just have to get through these rough patches. About two months ago I had all kinds of energy, but I just sleep a lot lately. Also, I know they're just thoughts, but I keep having the urge to slit my wrists. Just thoughts, but they're thoughts I don't dare bring up with my T or pdoc. It's a hell of a lot easier to treat the mania than it is depression, IMO.