Well I managed about 40 minutes of sleep last nigh- err... this morning. Still feeling really out of it and not myself in a please help kind of way. I had a bout of paranoia last night where I felt as though I was being watched from all directions and I could 'feel' their presence if that makes sense.
Anyway, I'm staying away from anything that could exacerbate this hypomania and I'll see how that goes. I don't mind feeling great, I really don't. I just really hate how out of control I feel right now. It's kind of scary to be honest. I see my pdoc next Tuesday and I'll try to get him to prescribe something more effective than Trazodone for sleep.
Thanks for all the replies! I appreciate it! You are all really awesome people
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Dx: Bipolar I w/ mixed features, BPD, ADHD, Anxiety, Gender dysphoria, ASD
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