I relate to this too. I used to lie by omission often enough, it'd be right on the tip of my tongue something I wanted to say then I'd leave out a few key words when I did say it. Or with the dark thoughts I used to have, I told her the things I would think in detail at myself, and told her once how Writing things down and handing her the paper was helpful for me back when it was so hard to get things out. And yes I agree with Fernwehxx that it's liberating to be able to sit there and just say ANYthing to t. the first time I just blurted stuff out, looking right at her, yes I felt like I was sitting there naked but wow - it was freeing too to be able to just say something right out loud that had never been spoken before and not feel any judgement. amazing.