Hi T,

I feel so hurt... I've been crying since I left our session today...
I want to tell you... but I won't because I'll just chicken out. I want to see you before you're gone for the holidays... I want to tell you that you f...ed up, that you're an idiot, that I hate you, that I don't want to see you again in 2018, that you have no clue...

You were trying to be nice and supportive today... but all I heard was... "You're doing this all wrong, this is all your fault, I need you to change right now, it's so easy, why don't you just do it... Your exams are more important than everything else... "... Also you realized that you pushed too hard on tuesday... so when you ask me about it and I say it's ok... Have you considert that it might not be the truth... why would you just change topic... because you did push too hard and yeah... I've felt bad for the past 2 days because of you...