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Originally Posted by rainbow8
I don't think I'm testing my T or maybe a part is now that I think of it. Does she love me even when I do something she doesn't like? She had reason to be angry when I drove past her house in the past. She stuck with me. I know she won't desert me now.
Others in my family keep things from me. I don't remember my parents doing it though. I hate being left out more than anything!!! T and I have discussed that a lot.
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its an interesting subject. i Google my therapist and other people I know and feel very guilty about it myself. as if i was trying to snoop around somones life, it just doesnt feel right. for me its the endless question of what do they think, who are they when they are not a therapist how do they feel about me, what do they think about the me... . l think it has to do with control for me. i am unhealthy preoccupations with such details.