I am starting to get things done. I saw my vocational rehab center for help. We have already been to a meeting with a job search firm. I am getting quotes from people who can fix the leaky roof and paint the insides of my house. This is more expensive than I thought it would be. My home equity line of credit will help out here. Next I will call a company that can fix my air conditioning unit. I have solved my severe money problems at least for the time being by getting that home equity line of credit (HELOC).

My pdoc told me I may have something wrong with me due to my blanking in and out that ended up as a DUI charge. This scares me for the paranoid part of me thinks there may be a brain tumor. Still most problems are manageable right now.

Here is an addition to my post. I am scared to re-enter the job market. I do not know how I would function if I can at all.