Went to the neuro today for the damn memory test. made me feel like a doofus. A lot of **** didn't click in my brain. neuro doesn't think it's alzheimers, thinks it has to do more with meds/ADHD. She's sending me for a brain MRI next week though just to make sure. If that comes back clear, she wants me to do more testing with a psychiatrist (whhhhyyyyy has my pdoc never brought this up?!?!? I have been telling the man for years this has been a problem). So we'll see.

I just want my brain back. I want to be able to think again. It's so ****ing frustrating.