Its ridiculous. I don't get mad, I get anxious. I dont get sad or depressed anymore, I get anxious. If there is any emotion that isn't "happy" its anxious.
Its situation related. I have ridiculous amounts of stupid and dramatic situations going on in my life.
Ok, I am 22 and a college student. I don't talk to my parents often, I got kicked out of their house last semester... which was my last semester at the community college i was attending in Massachusetts... before i moved down here to Texas to go to UNT's music department. I have been a member of this forum since I was 17, but haven't been on here in a few years now. It used to be PTSD, depression, delusions, bdd, and phobias for me back then.
I've come a long way.
But for awhile there, i'd been happy and normal. Lately my anxiety has become ridiculous. There was a three day stretch last week where i was in a perpetual state of being on the brink of an panic attack. It was excruciating.
But where I used to feel anger or sadness or depression... ALL of it has been replaced with anxiety. Why? What should I do?
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