End it. You have a choice and can walk away, but you need to be strong and decisive. This man is abusive. Anyone who insults you and demeans you is abusive. You are not imagining things, so please don't question yourself. Forcing you into the sexual stuff without asking and talking about it first is not OK. It's early on still, you're not that involved or for not that long, so the pain of it ending should not be long either. You can do far better if you are lonely. Many of us have found ourselves in a dysfunctional situation with a man, so please don't feel bad. (((Hugs)))