I'm sorry to hear how bad you're feeling... partly because I KNOW that feeling.

You gotta get some help for yourself. You came here, and that's a great first step. You need an adult to decide some stuff... we often don't have the answers for ourselves, and when we are depressed,,.everything we tell ourselves is a lie anyway. (nearly everything.)

Odds are this has been deepening for some time... little disappointments, little sadnesses etc... and the New Year capped it off... hey EVERYONE else is happy and it's a new start... why am I the only one feeling so blue???? (type thinking)

Not.

Please call your MD if you can, or at the very least speak to your school counselor ...even if you aren't comfortable tell the counselor all of how you feel, that person can find help for you that you can speak to, ok?

And you can always keep posting here, as often as you need.

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