I miss you so much it hurts. I wish I had told you before this break how much you mean to me and how scared I was of being alone, but I didn't want you to worry or think I was weak. I'm scared to let you know how much I depend on you. I wish I could answer when you ask me if there's anything I need from you, but I can't even meet you eyes. I don't know how to make it through the next two weeks.