I sometimes get cold feet and don't want to continue this relationship. But, I promised to meet him and will. What happens from here is up in the air. I feel anxious and feel really overwhelmed but am happy. I feel anxious because it is a long -distance relationship and don't know if I can visit him in the east of the USA where he lives. I would like to visit but don't have the money to do so. I have to tell him this. I am barely making it here. He knows my job situation and about my illness but still wants to meet me. He knows I don't make much money. I will just take it one day at a time with him. I am happy about his coming and am really happy he accepts me as I am. I hope we continue as a couple although I am scared about the future.