Hi everyone, I am new to this site and just want to say hi to you all!
For quite some time I have been struggling with depression, and my relationships with others have changed drastically.
When analyzing my relationships, I only look for the benefits for myself (ex. this person is worth keeping as a friend because... or if I strengthen my relationship with this person, others will like me more etc)
I also often feel as if my life is playing out sort of like a movie, and someone is watching. I feel disconnected with others and invisible.
Do I have depersonalization disorder, or could these just be symptoms of depression?
Thanks!