Still sick with a cold. I don’t think I’m going to be able to see my brother and his wife on Sunday. She is heavily pregnant (due any day now) and the last thing I want to do is increase her misery by giving her a cold. I wanted to see her though before the baby came but it’s not looking like that’s going to happen unless the baby decides to stay in for longer. I have a lot of anxiety surrounding the birth of my niece because I know so many things can go wrong in a second. It’s one of the many reasons I could never have another child. I had terrible anxiety with my first pregnancy even though everything was perfect the whole time. I just hope that everything turns out well for them.

I also think I am suffering withdrawal from rexulti. My insurance wouldn’t release the script until Wednesday and then of course they were out of stock until today and by today I was so sick I couldn’t go out and get it. Very dizzy and nauseous. My mother thankfully picked it up for me on her way home from work. And now there’s some **** going on with my new prescription; they need my dr’s approval. Isn’t the script the approval? I’ll probably have to wait awhile for that as obviously it’s chriatmas and I’m assuming my dr won’t be in for awhile.

Still have my Christmas baking to do and cleaning, oh god the cleaning! I haven’t been able to do anything due to illness. Only two days left!!!