Well so far I'm having a good day

far from perfect, but I actually managed to go out to dinner with friends and enjoy their company and have a good time and it wasn't a robotic task. My mood was overall pretty good today with a small rocky patch in the afternoon that leveled out after a couple of hours. I've been very nostalgic and teary which I honestly welcome because it feels so good to FEEL something real. Overall I'm almost bouncing off the walls with how I feel which sounds crazy.. I'm happy from being a sappy mess but I really am.