Welcome back! I’ll take a “distant” hug, I have the flu.

Me: Stomach flu the past two days, depression is ongoing but expected grieving a loss of a loved one. Had a run of hypomania that my psychiatrist didn’t seem too concerned about...boyfriend and I thought he didn’t grasp the severity of my online spending for the holiday...yet, it’s been worse and, well, all that crashed and I have tons of gifts to wrap. Need to quit with all the physical sickness first.

I think pdoc was glad my mood state elevated a bit. I was feeling suicidal there for awhile. I need to show up here more but stay away lately. I don’t know why.

Hugs to all the peeps here.

*shakes fist at sky*