Did you ever regret starting therapy? to me it feels as if all the awareness is draining, as if I would prefer just to act out on the impulses and not understand it. its like opening a can of worms and never going back to not knowing. and i dont mean: it gets worse before it gets better type of thinking i think that with the self-awareness i lost spontaneity and the I don't look at human interactions the same way. I analise everything, try to see the logic in what everybody is doing or saying. i feel drained and wish i could just be